Текст песни Future - LMP THE RAPPER

Lately I've been feeling like my life is going crazy
Suddenly they wanna play me
Suddenly I'm playing daily
All the teachers at my school are proud but yesterday they hate me
Suddenly they wanna take me
In for articles and play me
I don't understand
Cause yesterday I thought my life was under planed
And now these people treat me like a younger man
But tell me would you want to lose
the things you havе for what you want
Cause this ain't wonderland

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Lately I need someone that I can have by my side
Constantly talking to girls but there's
only one I fell in love with but I cannot lie
I, honestly feel like she don't feel the same
but she's stuck in my brain and I wish I knew why
Maybe her looks or the fact that she's smart or
maybe it's just that we both have the same likes
I wish that I didn't have all of these tests
cause if I'm being honest I think I'm afraid
I sit in my room making music music each day
and my writing improved but that isn't my grade
Trying my best to make it into college
but football and music and making a wage
Are all on my list of what I need to do
every day so the school work just gets in my way
And I gotta say
I'm moving house in between all of this and looking for a car
What doesn't kill you is making you stronger
but what doesn't kill you makes you who you are
I wish somebody would see my potential
and give me a chance to be a Supperstar
I wanna be able to help provide but
that's gonna take time, if I wanna go far
I wanna change
Lately my life has been feeling so strange
Constantly rage at the cage that I'm in
but I never complain at who told me to stay
And lately I feel
More than I deal
With all my problems like I will just heal
I'm feeling ill
I'm being real
Talk to myself in the mirror and spill
Out all my feelings,
I'm feeling like healing ain't real and I'm killing myself
Even trying
Some days I'm telling the world that I'm happy
and some days I don't see the point even hiding
Some say they love always seeing me smiling and
some hate my guts cause they're seeing me lying
Some had enough of me constantly wining
and some really love when they're seeing dying
Why am
I always feeling emotions
Of happiness, anger and sadness each day
Crying
Feels like my heart is exploding
And I cannot handle my madness these ways
I can't
Push away, all of this pain just
controls me, it's holding me hostage I pray
I am
Gonna get better and safe from my
thoughts but inside I know I need to change
I stand away from the people that don't
help me grow and show love to real so they stay
Lying
Isn't something that I like I would
rather you told me truth than be fake
Fighting
Isn't something that lasts long but
if we do too often it's bye and we take
Giant
Steps away in new directions cause it
isn't worth my time no more then leave