Текст песни No Support - Lil JJ Reynolds

I love myself to never quit from the drama or the nonsense
I grew up dazed in confusion with no content
Completely traumatized from the horrific abandonment
That my parents inflicted when I just a baby in the crib
Stunned as a kid cause I just couldn't handle it
The rejection and the feeling that I didn't exist
Till I was grown enough to cope with evil in this inhabit
Of how society contorts and how the people retort
Cause I've been tryna survive like it's my only resort
To never letting pain be the only thing 'I absorb
At times, I wondered what the hell I was living for
But only God knew my purpose that I never endured
Only pain that I visioned murdering in my mind
If it came true, would I be the hero in this lifetime?
Or would I still be the one that people pay no mind to?
I'm struggling to shine through life with no support

Love hurts bad when you love so hard
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh

They try to kill your dreams when you reach the stars
Oh no, no, no
Oh no, oh

No support, no support, no support, no support
No support, no support, no support, no support

I've been a victim of my demons in my cold regrets
They chewed me up from the bones to the flesh
Attacked my heart when it was crazed and a mess
It tried to escape, I could tell from the scars on my chest
I've dressed to cover feelings of my stress
Hopelessness became a factor cause no one would help me when I saw death
Felt blind to where I couldn't see life clearer
I was jealous of my clone inside the mirror
Exterior loner became the barrier of my own success
I started doubting my abilities to show my best
Cause I was so depressed and wanted God to save me
My friends turned to foes and they all betrayed me
It's crazy how hard I have to guard my trust
If it wasn't for the pain, I would give it up
I hate the feeling of wishing that my life would end
This paranoia got me closer to my wits end
Is this the end of my life 'before it even begins?
Cause I'm a walking disaster, spreading hurtful sins
It cost a fortune for the sunshine to give me hope
Life is hell when you're dead broke with no support

Love hurts bad when you love so hard
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh

They try to kill your dreams when you reach the stars
Oh no, no, no
Oh no, oh

No support, no support, no support, no support
No support, no support, no support, no support