Текст песни Used To It (feat. Alex M. Brinkley) - Lil JJ Reynolds

Still alone, living rough in the suburbs
Broken down, feeling hurt, should I leave earth?
Cause I've been feeling like a waste of space with no faith
Is God getting tired of the same mistakes
That I make when I get an opportunity?
Thrown in my face, I would do things stupidly
I'm the definition of an outcast, questioning the past that I'm living in
I'm stuck, while the world's moving fast
And I'm getting older, feeling more like a failure
You smell the odor?, I'm getting more closer to the death
I can feel it when I stress
No one's there to help me, I'm used to it, I'm all I got left
With rage in my system, how long will I hold on?
Life got me lost, I don't know where I belong
Am I wrong when I cry for help in my songs
Until I realize that I've been by myself all along?
With demons, crawling back into my life every season
Eating up my strength 'till I weaken
I'm not surprised with the pain anymore
Cause I be dealing with this pain for 24/7
With no resting, it's no question
That I'm just ready to go to heaven
I'm not the same man 'I'm losing it
And everybody left, but I'm used to it cause I'm

Alone in my mind
Alone all the time
Alone, waiting for the last goodbye

Ugh, another day for me to lose control
In a world that is cold, I'ma explode
Cause I'm sick of feeling low when I try to have a good time
Does it cost money for a good time with a broke brain?
That's why they pay me no mind
But I'm used to it, hearing laughter behind me
If I disappear, will anyone ever find me?
Or will I be alone?, if I do, then that's fine with me
No one was ever there for me
When I was suicidal, looking for somewhere to bleed
I'm on my knees looking up at the lord, saying "please just take me away"
"So this pain can fade"
Cause living with this pain is like a razor blade
Cutting me in every spot in my life for me to face reality
Full of lies, no apologies
I'm broker than a quality to never get a salary
I'm sick of this, feeling like a hypocrite
Always getting pissed 'till I break my confidence with no recipients
In the past, I'm forever stuck in this
It's like a curse hitting people but I'm always the first
I'm a wreck, so I might as well be under the dirt
Running over every demon that put me in a hearse, damn
I'm not the same man 'I'm losing it
And everybody left, but I'm used to it cause I'm

Alone in my mind
Alone all the time
Alone, waiting for the last goodbye

Alone in my mind
Alone all the time
Alone, waiting for the last goodbye