Текст песни MY-cah's EYES - Lil Rango

The Highzers
718 miles away yeah
I'm feeling lonely today
Wait
Maybe I should call my fam and give 'em an update
Of how my week's been how I'm adjusting
Then again it's 11 PM it's probably too late
Pops got work in the morning
And my moms got to be busy supporting
My brother and sister who need all the portions of love right now
I'm on my own a whole 'nother town a whole 'nother state
I been eating larger portions recently I got a lot on my plate

Blink once blink twice
All of sudden I'm skating on thin ice
Leaving my diamond dogs y'all the best I could ask for in this life
I swear I swear I swear I swear
I swear I swear I swear I swear
Life feel like a roller coaster but it ain't really fair

They say my brother got a disability
Screw that cause he got this ability
Like a super hero without a mask
He can overcome basically anything
And I never said this to you little sis
But you motivate me to be the best version of my self like an iOS update
I'm just telling you this
You the one that I miss
I never mention it
I try to be the best role model I can be for just your benefit
Am I selling it?
You know? That I'm OK on the outside
But on the inside I'm caving in
I'm never on time am I late again?
My heart been feeling Cryo
No therapy don't want to die no
My life been feeling like survival
But I'm gonna get through it yeah I know yeah I know
Yeah I know yeah I know
Yeah I know
And here I am

718 miles away yeah (718 miles away)
I'm feeling lonely today
Wait (wait)
Maybe I should call my fam and give 'em an update
Of how my weeks been how I'm adjusting
Then again its 11 PM it's probably too late
It's probably too late
It's never too late

I claim to be the man behind the mask
But y'all the real Spider-Mans Y'all the real fighters man
Brother my sister my cousin man
If y'all were absent I would've been nothing man
Fam out in New Mexico but we never breaking bad cause we got that chemistry
Grandparents got Jesus tendencies
Cause they both be breaking all of that bread with me never in debt with me
So what do I have to do just to repay them all back?
I take a step back
All they be asking me is don't take it casually get to that dream of yours fast
Don't wanna be last
My life been feeling like a documentary the way that I try to stick to the facts
Nibo my brother but I can not relate right now because I don't have time to relax
Remember the times that the teacher would stop what she doing to pull me in front of the class?
Just to embarrass me trying to be scary one time she leaned over to me and she asked
"Micah, do you really think that you'll be anything if you just keep on acting like that?"
If im being honest I don't really know but we'll never find out if I stop in my tracks
I got to keep going I got to moving
I'm fighting emotions collecting my bruises
You can not be begging if you also choosing
That's like if im winning then I'm really losing
Sometimes that's the case and I can't really lie
You got to cut weight off if you want to fly
And you'll never find out if you can 'til you try
You got to put all the emotions aside
Uh take it from me I'm the who can speak for myself man I done been all over the place
But I'm not playing hide and seek although I am counting until I can look right in your face
And tell you the things that my eyes have to see on a basis that's everyday
And all I can say is I hope you put both of your hands close together so together that we can pray
And I'm not really that religious and all
But all of my actions malicious or not
Are all gonna come from the depths of my heart
So please don't judge me if my judgment is off
Cause I'm really trying my best here
And I hope for the best year
Cause my mind knows that I need it
I dont see myself being defeated
Or ever retreating or ever receiving
My fear of depleting my drive from the sunrise to the evening
It's never receding so quit all the pleading
On all of my feeding y'all need to quit feigning
Y'all need to accept it
Gravity don't exist to me I just simply reject it
So I'm never falling off using the last of my data so y'all get the message