Текст песни lately i'm not me - Lyubov Kay

Don't say the wrong thing
Oh cause they're watching
Feel my hands are tied
That's how it is
Don't let us break free
Like people before me
But is it just not right
What's on my mind

Lately it's been playing in my head
All the things I wish I would've said, oh
Does that make me the bad guy?
Oh I
Lately I cannot control my thoughts
Only wanna have what I cannot
Usually know who I should be
Lately I'm not me

See the car speed
Always in the backseat
Remember me rebelling when I was a kid
She had that vibe
Got that drive
But is she now awake
Inside of me

Lately it's been playing in my head
All the things I wish I would've said, oh
Does that make me the bad guy?
Oh I
Lately I cannot control my thoughts
Only wanna have what I cannot
Usually know who I should be
Lately I'm not me

Maybe it's the way i feel
Maybe it's the way i fake it (was it ever me?)
Only hurts you if you let it
Ahhh ahh (should I change right back?)
Maybe it's the way I feel
Maybe it's the way i fake it (do you like me better like this?)
Do you recognize me?

Lately it's been playing in my head
All the things I wish I would've said, oh
Does that make me the bad guy?
Oh I
Lately I cannot control my thoughts
Only wanna have what I cannot
Usually know who I should be
Lately I'm not me