Текст песни Fuck Life - Madd Maxxx

You know, sometimes...
Shit just don't feel like it's worth it.
All this bullshit in my head...
Don't know how to deal with any of it.
So I hold this knife to my wrist,
And I just say, "Fuck life."
Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long.
I hate the world and it hates me back,
May as well just fade to black.
Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long.
I hate the world and it hates me back,
May as well just fade to black...
With a single slice on the wrist, your life
Can disappear in one night,
Why's it feel so right?
With a cold steel barrel pressed against my head,
With a simple squeeze it's all over and I'm dead.
Why bother with life? I'm sick of being sad.
Honestly I can't remember the last time I had
A good day.
Try to stray from the light of the day,
It hurts my eyes, I cry whenever I lay
Down to sleep,
Always cutting all these marks in my arm,
It feels so good to do myself harm.
Every single day I'm waking up with nothing,
My life is moving too fast and the blade is
A pause button.
If I could smile, it would be so great,
But that's impossible at this point,
It's all too late.
Only sometime before, could've cried on someone's shoulder
But it's all done now, fuck life,
This shit is over.
Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long.
I hate the world and it hates me back,
May as well just fade to black.
Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long.
I hate the world and it hates me back,
May as well just fade to black.
Blood drips from my wrist as I try it again,
But I never die, all I leave with is scarred skin.
Dim lights, nobody's been home for some time,
Only visions of sacreligion awake in my mind.
Let me find some kind of peace,
Let all of the pain cease.
End my day, take me away, hide me, at least.
Can't take it anymore, pound my fist to the floor,
Life's a game and I got the low score.
People hate me, they point and laugh,
And they wonder why I mumble in the corner like a psychopath.
And I go home, at the wall, I stare.
Mom and dad are way too busy with work to try to care.
The one friend I did have, he found a girl.
No one ever talks to me, I'm alone in the world.
But somehow, I've got a feeling once I finally go through with it,
People at my funeral'll say, 'I don't know why he did it.'
Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long.
I hate the world and it hates me back,
May as well just fade to black.
Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long.
I hate the world and it hates me back,
May as well just fade to black.
God, what is it? My music? My clothes? My style? My face?
What is it that makes all these people hate?
I don't get it. I ain't never done a thing to them.
When did everyone decide that we just couldn't be friends?
I grew up with all of them - that ain't no lie.
More than half of the class I've known since I was five.
If I somehow unwittingly committed a crime that has me
Labeled as deplorable inside of your mind,
If I could turn back time, I'd examine it close.
And try to see what I did to make me so gross.
I'm lost like a blind man caught in a labyrinth.
An empty shell, due with spiritual absence.
My class has been dragging, my weekends are lonely.
There ain't a soul I've been calling my homey.
But I guess it doesn't matter when it's done and said, because
I'm sure they'll say they knew me once they hear I'm dead.
Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long.
I hate the world and it hates me back,
May as well just fade to black.
Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long.
I hate the world and it hates me back,
May as well just fade to black.
Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long.
I hate the world and it hates me back,
May as well just fade to black.
Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long.
I hate the world and it hates me back,
May as well just fade to black.