Текст песни Breathing for the First Time - Maddi Jane

There was a boy who lived right next door
We were just friends til we wanted more
Now I'm sneaking in late
Silently closed the gate

And his hair's jet black like the moonlit sky
His nose is cold and I wonder why
I'm shaking in his arms
Why I'm aching in his arms

Cause no one can hold the weight of a broken heart
And when he tries to counter lies they won't leave me
It won't leave me

Now I'm thinking that I should take a step away
Work through all this unattended pain inside me
Cause it guides me

Cause if I like him that's a choice that I wanna make
Without the confusion in my brain
Emotions from previous oceans

My heart breaks more in his arms
My heart breaks more in his arms
Soaring, breaking, bleeding, seeking, breathing for the first time
As I'm hating, chasing, saving all my love for one more moment
Looking into your eyes

There's something like a vacuum that's been sitting for some time
But I'll be slipping in, you're stepping inside
That's way too much pressure for a story you don't know
I never should have come here
I guess I'll just go

Is this what healing feels like
Is this what it's supposed to feel like when you open up just a little

I thought that I'd be happy
I thought that I'd be fine
But all I feel is guilty
All I wanna do is cry

My heart breaks more in his arms
Soaring, breaking, bleeding, seeking, breathing for the first time
As I'm hating, chasing, saving all my love for one more moment
Looking into your eyes

Give you all the worst of me
Trade it for the best of you
Even though I'm hurting me
Do you wanna see this through

Give you all the worst of me
Trade it for the best of you
Even though I'm hurting me
Do you wanna see this through

Give you all the worst of me
Trade it for the best of you
Even though I'm hurting me
Do you wanna see this through

Give you all the worst of me
Trade it for the best of you
Even though I'm hurting me
Do you wanna see this through

As I'm soaring, breaking, bleeding, seeking
Breathing for the first time
As I'm hating, chasing, saving all my love for one more moment
Looking into your eyes