Текст песни In the Abyss of Desperation - Manticora

I wish I could free myself
Of the arrogance I had when I was younger
But the knowledge does not make up for the pain
For all the pain that I suffer

Nothing really works anymore (this proud machine is falling apart in decay)
And the disparaging eyes that stare at me
Makes me wanna die today

I know I breed contempt
I felt the same in my first stages
It's just another lesson
That you learn through the ages

I only rejected you to keep away from sorrow
I pushed you away to kill the future pain
To see all your loved ones disappear one by one
Would make an old fool like me go insane

Weakened beyond what I thought was possible (defying my sense of imagination)
I'm crying out from the abyss of desperation

I know I breed contempt
I felt the same in my first stages
It's just another lesson
That you learn through the ages

I know I breed contempt
I felt the same in my first stages
It's just another lesson
That you learn through the ages

I know I breed contempt
I felt the same in my first stages
It's just another lesson
That you learn through the ages