Текст песни Facade - Markoff

How am I eighteen and exhausted
Mentally drained I got holes in my conscience
I may not have been in the gutter physically
But I'm still on the offense fighting with a lot shit
Is it the parents' problem
Is it the never stopping drama
Is it the impossible conquer I think about every single hour
The loneliness, because I can't handle myself let alone a partner
Forgot about my brother
Don't even call my father
I am locked inside myself
I only share with the two people in my life who seem to bother, well
Gather, because you might see yourself in these lyrics
Gather, because you might see yourself in these lyrics, listen
Wealth what I'm missing
Pain is my favourite feeling
In a daze in a maze
I cannot find a reason even if TDE was in the building
I hate my own existence
I been way too distant
The microphone the only thing I hold close
I put the game on a chokehold
I switch my emotions like a remote control
There are some closed doors that if I open I'm done for
Dark thoughts linger always
The childhood innocence I once had is now vague
Don't step into my brain
You'll get burned, because all this rage transformed into acid rain
Inside my mind all day
Damn it's been a long day
Play Ice Cube when my life fades, because that will be my only good day
I know people so fake they should go to Broadway
Humans are fake in general, even those you put on a pedestal
Be perceptual, we live for years in a perpetual state of fear
They get their minerals straight from our tears

Life is a facade
Scribble my thoughts, I wish my heart stopped
Deep in remorse, my wishes get torn apart
Peaceful in my sleep how I wanna cross the border
Life is a facade
Scribble my thoughts I wish my heart stopped
Deep in remorse, my wishes get torn apart
Peaceful in my sleep how I wanna cross the border

Stop, I don't wanna quit still
I don't want a quick mill
I'm a dream chaser like Meek Mill
I don't care how a bitch feels
I done had cheap thrills
I have always been real
Never put a mask on
I won't go to hell, because I'm already here with my gas drawls
I'm a walking task force
I don't know who I hate more
Is it the world or me
I get asked often "What for?"
If you don't know you a lucky one
Living is one big pun or more like an oxymoron
You either die to live or live to die
For me it is a capital punishment, a land mine
That's why every night I ask death to sing me a lullaby
But then I wake up and see the sunlight
Wondering what would I do if I was tongue tied
I don't give a fuck about a gun size
Show me your truest side
I don't see stars align, after all they not alive
Drifting into the emptiness below zero Celsius
Men lie, women lie, dogs lie
And that's why

Life is a facade
Scribble my thoughts, I wish my heart stopped
Deep in remorse, my wishes get torn apart
Peaceful in my sleep how I wanna cross the border
Life is a facade
Scribble my thoughts I wish my heart stopped
Deep in remorse, my wishes get torn apart
Peaceful in my sleep how I wanna cross the border
Life is a facade
Scribble my thoughts, I wish my heart stopped
Deep in remorse, my wishes get torn apart
Peaceful in my sleep how I wanna cross the border