Текст песни blue balloons - Miki Ratsula , Semler

I'm not mad, don't be sorry
But you kinda fucked me up
At my own birthday party
But I'm not mad, I'm not upset
But you've known me all these years
And not my pronouns yet
That's on you, that ain't on me
Wish I told you what I went through with my family
That's nothing new, that's just me
And if I'm honest it was nice to chat and eat ice cream

It's my party, I'll be fine if I want to
Fine if I want to, fine
It's my party, I'll be fine if I want to
Fine if I want to, fine

I'm not sad, you know I don't cry
But I was blowing out the candles
With this on my mind
What I'd give for one more wish
Not to see me as I was
But someone different

It's my party, I'll be fine if I want to
Fine if I want to, fine
It's my party, I'll be fine if I want to
Fine if I want to, fine

I bought blue balloons and yellow flowers
Cleaned the house, it took me hours
Bought a shirt that fit me oh so right
I put sunscreen on my brand new scars
Couldn't wait to show them off
In just a word you took away my night
But it's alright, I'm not mad

It's my party, I'll be fine if I want to
Fine if I want to, fine
It's my party, I'll be fine if I want to
Fine if I want to, fine
It's my party, I'll be fine if I want to
Fine if I want to, fine
It's my party, I'll be fine if I want to
Fine if I want to, fine
It's my party, I'll be fine if I want to
Fine if I want to, fine
It's my party, I'll be fine if I want to
Fine if I want to, fine