Текст песни Hard Lessons - NRL CJ

I saw you in the back of my show last night
Standing underneath the exit sign
I know it wasn't really you, though
Cause you were always in the front row
And I've been looking for love online
And maybe some of them are real good guys
They're never gonna be like you, though
You set the bar above the moon so

I wanna be twenty-something
And still in my head
17 in my bedroom talking
You said that by now we'd
Paint the walls of our shared apartment
You're still everything I want and
I think we could work it out
So what are you doing now

What are you doing now
Had to figure your shit out
Didn't notice she was slowing down
Slowing down
Now I'm dealing with the repercussions

Hard lessons, had to learn them every day
Was on a one-way trip to the grave
Thought I was too far gone to be saved
But then I dug myself out of that grave
I dug myself out
I dug myself out
I still don't know how
I dug myself out

No one could hurt me as bad as you did
Bitch you had me feeling stupid
Finally realized that I wasn't the problem
You're the reason that was the conclusion
Had to relearn how to function in society
The reason I backed out of my sobriety
My sobriety
Damn

I don't wanna be twenty-something and still in my head

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be the reason
That my lungs stop breathing
That my lungs stop breathing

Now
What are you doing now
Had to figure your shit out
Didn't know that shit was slowing down, slowing down
Now I'm dealing with the repercussions

Hard lessons, had to learn them every day
Was on a one-way trip to the grave
Thought I was too far gone to be saved
But then I dug myself out of that grave
I dug myself out
I dug myself out
I still don't know how
I dug myself out

So Now
What are you doing now
Had to figure your shit out
Didn't know that shit was slowing down
Slowing down
Now I'm dealing with the repercussions

Didn't know that shit was slowing down
Didn't know that shit was slowing down