Losing It

You can't show your sexts
Through messages
Through the sound
But you can express what
That means to you

Being so "lazy"
That I can't even do the housework
That I can't even find my own shirt
That it's all frail and thin
But that stuff doesn't win

Tenderness to see you
But emptiness to unite
The ties and uncover the lies
Tears building because
What is damaged
May never be unraveled

It's not easy even doing it all
Thought I could do it
With my eyes closed
Until then I realized that I wasn't
Doing it as right as I could
Instead I was asleep at my feet

Hard work is breezy
It's easy, it frees me
I said I want to be in the snow
But then in my head I said no, no, no
Because then I'd freeze from
My head to my toes

Sick of time, but waiting
Is the only way to ignite
Something that you
May never be able to see