Текст песни Dear Tia (Outro) - Northside

Dear Tia
This song is overdue
Ever since that faithful day I meant to write to you
First of all I want to say I'm sorry for what I did
My anger got the best of me it took me off the grid
I lost everyone
Including you and your mom
Over two years but I needed to write this song
Because I know my action that day was plain wrong
I became my worst fear but I had to stay strong
I worked hard and long
To forgive myself
I switched my focus from women to gaining lasting wealth
Not just for me but for kids like you
You have so much to experience and so much to do
I made myself a promise it would never happen again
I've stayed true to that promise and that will never end
I may have lost your mom
And with her I lost you
I really hoped that I could see you go to prom

You're the closest thing to family I've ever fucking had
But I know at that I point wasn't ready to be a dad
But two years later after rebounds and mistakes
That promise still holds and it won't ever ever break
Not trying to win your mom back
I hope she finds who she lacks
I had my chance and the past is the past
I wanted to write this song to say that I've changed
I worked so hard because I was training my brain
I'm no longer depressed
With that I'm less stressed
I know you're gonna be a star and that is not a guess
I know it for a fact you can shoot for the stars
Hell maybe you will be an astronaut that goes to mars
Maybe you'll cure cancer and help people at large
The world is yours girl and I know you're going far

Never give up
Your mom don't raise a quitter
The world is run with fucking snakes that love to slither
All around your feet they will inject you with their venom
Be spider girl if they hate just let them
Hate makes fate drowned in karma and heavy weight
They're just jealous of woman that will be great
I know you're still young and you may not understand
But I hope this song finds you when things are out of hand
I hope you know I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart
I know I fucked up and my heart was in shards
But I needed this song to represent the closure
With that being said the memory is in a folder
Locked away deep in my subconscious
So I say be well you and your mom got this

I don't know if you will remember when you are older
But just know you can reach for the stars
Good luck