Ohxzy - Its Not Getting Better текст песни

Cause I been going through it

I don't know if you can feel this

Shoutout my boys from day one sticking with me they the realest

I use to cut my fucking skin, I'm hanging from the ceiling

Told me ima' die but never gave me fucking treatment

And I, hate myself for the past, it fucking haunts me

Memories and enemies, befriend and fucking taunt me

Every demon that I see is always running right towards me

Didn't wanna hang myself the devil fucking forced me and I

Hate myself, but I'd love me in the dirt

You told me that you loved me but you added to the hurt

You put the blade to my wrist, you spat the blood on my shirt

You put the nail in the coffin, and you laughed at the hearse

I ain't loved, it's just a word, why speak when you're not heard

This love is never different

Denying that you're first

Nobody wants to help you but they always want a verse

Talk to me when you're being force fed by a nurse

Cause I ain't getting better

And I ain't getting better

I don't think that I'm ever gonna get better

Cause I ain't getting better

I don't think that I'm ever gonna get better

Cause I'm the human astray

They smoke me up they stub me out

I use to cry at night

Whenever people asked me out

Burns on my hands

What you know about a grand in your pants

Spent it all on designer

Just to feel like a man

And every girl around me had a plan

I just wanted love, had me feeling like a scam

Maybe one day my scars will slowly start to shift

But before I even started I decided that I quit

Cause I ain't getting better

And I ain't getting better

I don't think that I'm ever gonna get better

Cause I ain't getting better

I don't think that I'm ever gonna get better

Текст песни Its Not Getting Better - Ohxzy