Текст песни Purify - Pink Nois

I jumped off the ledge
Upset that no one noticed
Stuck in the one place
They couldn't find
So close to the edge
I never let you know it
I guess the blame
Is all mine

Yeah, I know I did a lotta niggas dirty
So I had to go and get myself clean
Ooh, way, way too purty to be hurting
Getting out my head, get free
Turn off my phone, no texts, no alerting
Just learning who I am to me
Sorry if it seem like I'm deserting
Gotta hurry fore' I lose my sanity

Took so much cuz I had so much taken from me
Didn't see I have lots to give
Spent so much time singing and dancing and running
Ya boy forgot to live
Yeah
And despite my faults
I deserve to heal
Gotta remind myself that's real

In my head
I see a ballerina
Dancing slowly to this
I am her
And she is me
Somehow I be knowing it is
Encompassed in trials and trouble
But she never struggle
Ignoring that shit
Higher up than a mere mortal
The mindset she got her
Restoring her is

I don't do do or die
I just purify
Ask me who I am
I'm the truest kind
Been here all along
Look with newer eyes
Might look weird right now, little mama
They'll adjust in time

I don't do or die
I just purify
Ask me who I am
I'm the truest kind
Been here all along
Look with newer eyes
Might look weird right now, little mama
They'll adjust in time

Fuck that
You know I can't do or die
Running back and forth withcho ass
That's a suicide
How the fuck am I gon lock it down
I can't do the time
How are you gon be a ride or die
I don't even drive
Feel the weight of the world
On my shoulders
Messing with my back, my spine
Had to realign
Shit getting way too graphic
Had to redesign
Had to have my hands bound
Someone read my rights

Speaking of which
Not pleading the fifth
I'm responsible for what I did so deep in abyss
I been guilty, looking for that absolution so long
Almost took the last track
And started leaking that shit
Self pity is a pity
I was leaking that shit
If I scribble that again
Then I'm deleting that shit
Almost made me fall
So now
I'm leaving that shit
I been tripping over problems
That don't even exist

Mad at you for shit inside of me
I should be the last to place the blame
Things you've done
Have shifted tides in me
But I have a reason to reclaim
All the love
The pain and pride in me
When I'm back
I'll never be the same
Why the fuck
Should I stay in a box
When I am
The pencil and the frame

I don't do do or die
I just purify
Ask me who I am
I'm the truest kind
Been here all along
Look with newer eyes
Might look weird right now, little mama
They'll adjust in time

This is God right here
This is life right here
Gotta wade in that water
Man it's dry right here
Imma walk that walk
But it's fly right here
If it all end now
I could die right here
Married to the music
Yeah, my bride right here
Got a ballerina
Dancing in my mind right here
Why you stepping in the dark
This is light right here
I was dirty so
I'm getting purified right here
And that's real

My black is too beautiful
For me to try to see you outside
Tryna see what's going on with my cuticles
Make I'm sure straight
Fore' I go out tonight
And by go out I mean
Get a warm blanket
And take my ass to my room
Wrap myself up in it and dance
To some old Lone Phone Booth tunes

Cuz that's how I purify, baby