Текст песни healing - Polar Lenny

It was easy to blame me
I'm subject to change now
On my way to the better things
You used to drain me
But it's not the same now
I don't care if I let you win
I don't wanna wish you all the worst
Even though you wish that I was hurt
You tryna let me know you moved on first
So why you even care if I know in the first place

We split ways in the worst way
I didn't wanna stay your friend
Should've known you didn't have my back
I'ma stand up to make you understand

Listen, yeah
I'm back and I'm far from the finish
Realized that I was wrong when I thought I was finished
Last year, I was down with no reason to live
But I turned that shit around, now I've got so much to give
Upgrading my whole life, my bitch badder than last time
But if she tries to play me, I can put her in the past time
And I ain't tryna prove you wrong, just tryna prove me right
Cause I've been saying that it's all gonna be worth the grind

Easy to blame me
I'm subject to change now
On my way to the better things
You used to drain me
But it's not the same now
I don't care if I let you win
I don't wanna wish you all the worst
Even though you wish that I was hurt
You tryna let me know you moved on first
So why you even care if I know in the first place

I used to put you in the first place
Used to put myself in the worst place
But now I'm better than ever
I know you think that you clever
I flipped the page cause I read her, yeah
I make a song on my worst days
This shit is my therapy, my first aid
I'm tryna deal with the pressure
I get fucked up for my pleasure
But every day I get better, yeah

I've lost so many people so I grew up a little faster
Life's short, so miss a hundred thousand shots before you splash it
People telling me to stay down and not to live reckless
But I'ma tell you all, go after what makes you feel happy

Easy to blame me
I'm subject to change now
On my way to the better things
You used to drain me
But it's not the same now
I don't care if I let you win
I don't wanna wish you all the worst
Even though you wish that I was hurt
You tryna let me know you moved on first
So why you even care if I know in the first place