Текст песни Numb - Problematic , Anilyst

I reminisce just glaring out the window
Thinking to myself, tell me where the days went?
Why do I waste so much time on things I can't fix?
I'm a lost cause, so fucking damaged
To make a choice, nah I can't even trust myself
When I wake up I might regret it, guess I'm overwhelmed
You're not gonna listen, so I'm not gonna bother to explain it
You're contradicting all your lame excuses, you can save 'em

I sit alone in the darkness
Searching for the light, don't know if I'ma find it
A broken soul, will I ever love again, I
Gave you my heart but you crushed it in the end, no

Tell me why I'm feeling so numb
These memories I just can't let go
I'm still caught up in the past
I know good things never last
Praying that I don't fade away, no

Tell me why I'm feeling so numb
These memories I just can't let go
I'm still caught up in the past
I know good things never last
Praying that I don't fade away, no

I feel different, these days I feel drifting
Shifting from this life I'm living
I'm so distant, sick of life, don't like existing
I'm so tipsy, I've been sipping every night 'cause I'm consistent
I should quit but I don't listen, confidence is what I'm missing
I'ma sip, fly away, 'til both eyes go dilate
I just might go die today, 'cause I don't think my mind's okay
I've tried to pray, fight this off
This time this fight with life lost
I'm not soft, my mind just has viruses like Microsoft
Now please pray for me
I've waited patiently
I think therapy is just make believe
Plus no one around me relates to me
They don't see the signs
They don't know I fight these demons
I just need me a piece of mind
Or I just might blow my mind to pieces

Tell me why I'm feeling so numb
These memories I just can't let go
I'm still caught up in the past
I know good things never last
Praying that I don't fade away, no

Tell me why I'm feeling so numb
These memories I just can't let go
I'm still caught up in the past
I know good things never last
Praying that I don't fade away, no

Away-ay-ay-ay-ay
Praying that I don't fade away
Away-ay-ay-ay-ay
Praying that I don't fade away

Take is on E
Odds against me, I should gas up soon
I'm Muhammad Ali when he hops in the ring
'Cause there ain't no way that I'm ever gonna lose
But my sorrow's deep, got a cold ass heart
Put my blood, sweat and tears into all of my art
Does the pain ever end with a million scars?
I've been doing my best but can barely hang on
God damn!

I sit alone in the darkness
Searching for the light, don't know if I'ma find it
A broken soul, will I ever love again, I
Gave you my heart but you crushed it in the end, no

Tell me why I'm feeling so numb
These memories I just can't let go
I'm still caught up in the past
I know good things never last
Praying that I don't fade away, no