Текст песни Friends - Prple Drip

So lost in the sauce, is it AM or PM?
Exhausted and nauseous, I'm swaying and leaning
Don't know if I'm changing or staying or leaving
Right now my life feels like I'm falling and bleeding
I'd pick myself up but I couldn't achieve it
I'm still tripping bad from my ex
And the thing is I really wish I could love her the way she did
But now it's all gone and I'm feeling defeated

So many scars I got marks on my face, yeah
So many bars in my heart I can't say, yeah
Living in the dark during hard times, can't think straight
My ADHD is keeping me from concentrating
So many scars I got marks on my face, yeah
So many bars in my heart I can't say, yeah
Living in the dark during hard times, can't think straight
My ADHD is keeping me from concentrating

Like 50 feet under, I'm drowning and screaming
Struggling to find out the point or the reason
Like tryna find purpose in life with no meaning
Nothing made sense, my mistakes were repeating
Searching for answers I knew would complete me
I finally got through it, the truth was revealing
I came back to Christ and I felt so completed
Took a moment to realize you're friends that I needed

Thank you for loving me, thanks for believing
Thank you for everything, truly I mean it
You've done so much for me I couldn't see it
Give me a sec to tell you what I regret
I hate my choices, wish I could undo it
The past is a ghost, why can't I just see through it?
Can't we start over? Can't we redo it?
If lies are a piece of me, Ima remove it, yeah

So many scars I got marks on my face, yeah
So many bars in my heart I can't say, yeah
Living in the dark during hard times, can't think straight
My ADHD is keeping me from concentrating