Текст песни Not Safe - Prple Drip

Mental flaws up in my head, I'm dealing with some problems
Try my best to be my best but I know I can't solve them
Gets depressing when I think I'm finally making progress
I go right back to my old ways, broke another promise

Truly sorry that I'm like this, it's not your fault, honest
Coping with it poorly, lonely by myself, I'm falling
Back into my routine, back into my patterns
Thought I was a new me, I guess it doesn't matter

How can there be "happy ever after" with no "after?"
How can there be "good old days" if all my friends are scattered?
How can I be happy if I just keep getting sadder?
How can I get passed my past if pain's in every chapter?

Imaginary images and nightmares in my mental
Tell me you've been thinking of me, I've been thinking ten fold
Stuck in the middle of drama, I'll get over it I've been told
Reason with my demons but they're not exactly gentle

Type out a confession that I hesitate to send
Never done with anything, I really hate the end
Loneliness is dangerous, they're in my brain again
Scared when I'm all by myself, I don't feel safe with them, oh

Mental flaws up in my head, I'm dealing with some problems
Try my best to be my best but I know I can't solve them
Gets depressing when I think I'm finally making progress
I go right back to my old ways, broke another promise