Текст песни Pick Up - Prple Drip

I'm sorry, I knew you wouldn't pick up
3:30 AM in the morning, still up
Thinking 'bout all of the losses and stuff I've suffered this month
Man I've had enough
Heart in my music, I lift it up
What I've been doing: I've given up
Move it or lose it, heart's in the dust
How am I doing? Mentally ****ed
Wish I had friends, but they make it worse anyway
They don't know how to act around me cuz the pain
Drowns out my real emotion, I feel fake
Phony smile behind a phone everyday
Eventually I push all my homies away
They don't really get me and how could they?
I'm calling to say that I'm not okay
No "safe space" cuz I never feel safe

Tossing and turning all night, bae
I never do things the right way
Vulnerable, I'm never quite safe
I don't take grief the polite way
No matter how much it might weigh
Burdens have never been lightweight
Nothing does ever go my way
Spirit dissolving like nitrate
Blinded by harm, it's a bright ray
Broken and that's how the light came
I ain't been having nice day
Cold heart feels like an ice age
Told to not cry cuz it's Friday
Weeping while I'm in the driveway
Everyone knows that I hide hide pain
At this point why should I hide pain?

I'm sorry, I knew you wouldn't pick up
3:30 AM in the morning, still up
Thinking 'bout all of the losses and stuff I've suffered this month
Man I've had enough
Heart in my music, I lift it up
What I've been doing: I've given up
Move it or lose it, heart's in the dust
How am I doing? Mentally ****ed
Wish I had friends, but they make it worse anyway
They don't know how to act around me cuz the pain
Drowns out my real emotion, I feel fake
Phony smile behind a phone everyday
Eventually I push all my homies away
They don't really get me and how could they?
I'm calling to say that I'm not okay
No "safe space" cuz I never feel safe

Wish I could numb it for good right about now
How to remove it, I gotta find out how
Conscience is gone, either that or it's drowned out
Thinking so deep that it's probably out loud
Probably out loud, not quiet
Hopeless and pitiful sounds in private
Speak of the devil, I'm his client
Want him out, he's noncompliant
Thoughts get violent, wish they were peaceful
Yeah I'm trying, but I can't breathe
And sorrow is piling, devil is smiling
All the trials, reason I need her
Gruesome and vile, wish I could see her
Walk in my shoes, that makes your feet hurt
Feels like I'm barefoot, gimme some sneakers
Tired of liars, wish I could leave earth

Someone pick me up, someone pick up
Someone help me up, someone stick up, yeah
I need someone's love, I need all of
I need someone's love, I need all of it

I'm sorry, I knew you wouldn't pick up
3:30 AM in the morning, still up
Thinking 'bout all of the losses and stuff I've suffered this month
Man I've had enough
Heart in my music, I lift it up
What I've been doing: I've given up
Move it or lose it, heart's in the dust
How am I doing? Mentally ****ed