Текст песни All I've Ever Had - Rayleigh

Did you lose your balance?
Fall off the edge
That crumbling palace
Where you made the pledge
That this was the last time
You'd never do it again
Those high expectations, condoned violations
And words that go straight to your head
Burned by the spotlight
So you shy away
But you never realized
You had so much to say
So many chances
And still it's a shame
After all that self-reflection and ditching perfection
Your ego still got in the way

Sometimes I think that I've been misadvised
Cause all I'm hearing is just more lies
A little too young to be this high strung
Beneath the mask I'm caving
No money, no time
So I'll just whine about how I need saving
It's getting harder not to fantasize
About these moments that I welcome yet despise
A little bit anxious, little bit sad
Will I go sour? Will I go bad?
All I've ever wanted
Is all I've ever had

Did you lose your courage?
The sparks on your tongue
You expected to flourish
And yet you hide from the sun
If you look inside
Through the cracks and decay
The voices will tell you that doubt leads to ruin
And ruin just rots away
Empty and drifting
But it's better that way
Just lie on the surface
The currents can lead you astray
So many options
And still it's a shame
That all these new directions were just a deception
And you've got yourself to blame

Sometimes I think that I've been misadvised
Cause all I'm hearing is just more lies
A little too young to be this high strung
Beneath the mask I'm caving
No money, no time
So I'll just whine about how I need saving
It's getting harder not to fantasize
About these moments that I welcome yet despise
A little bit anxious, little bit sad
Will I go sour? Will I go bad?
All I've ever wanted
Is all I've ever had

Did you lose your balance?
Fall off the edge