Текст песни Pocket Full of Pain - Ren

I watched the sun when it rise
When it's climbing the sky
I sit here with the pocket full of pain
I've got tears in my jaws
In my mind there's a noose
But my hope makes me cling the day
I wanna run with the sun
And the moon and the stars
Till I'm runnin' faster than my pain
I wish I could breathe out this fear this dark
Send it into the Milky Way
I've got my finger on the trigger of a Magnum 44
But survival instinct wont let me bleed
I want to put a bullet straight at my cerebral tissues placed
But my index finger won't let me squeeze
I wanna skate down my vein with the blade
Till the blood runs thicker than the thorns in my head
But don't ask me why this is not my goodbye
It's a suicide failure attempt
I choose life, I choose life
I choose livin'
Put the bottles and the pills down
I stand up
I breathe with precision
Car washes over me like a break in a storm
I close my eyes for a minute
Then my troubles transform
And I travel deep into the corners of my mind
I remember the first time I felt hopeless
I think I was five
Cause at the hands of this bully
The lessons that I learned is that this world is not so beautiful
Sometimes it can be burnt by the fires of evil
That are living inside
The common people, common people
Just like you and like I
We'll all strife to survive
And we all climb to the top
Over our brothers and sisters
Whether we mean to or not
And we get lost
In the tide of insecurities
And power-seeking fooleries
But happiness don't live inside no jewelries
In an age of distraction
We would rather tap on our iPhones
Than stop a war from happening
It's heartbreaking
Satan's patiently waitin'
For us to mess up big time
So hell on earth will be blatant
So forgive me for wantin' to blow my brains out
But I got a change of heart
It's time to change now, re-arrange now
Fist in the sky
I say proud, say loud
Revolution word on my brain now
People hold the power
And power's with the people
The people strive for unity
The world, it could be equal
You can be the start
Of the start of the beginnin'
A dawn of no stress, no troubles, no sinnin'
Just livin'
So overthrow evil and greed
Put aside the distractions
Welcome change with me
Welcome change with me
Welcome change with me
Welcome change, welcome change
Welcome change with me
Welcome change with me
Now welcome change with me
Now welcome chan-, welcome chan-