Текст песни Exhausted - Running Alpha

I almost thought I lost myself
But I think I just found him
You wouldn't understand my pain it got deeper no timing
Like am I ever gonna heal?
I don't know guess shit happens
I was tryna figure things man I guess i'm exhausted
Man I guess i'm exhausted
I was tryna get some pennie's never picking pockets
Really outside on a daily busy tryna solve it
This shit is looking like a mystery just know I got it

Lately I feel I been tripping on me
My minds still here but it just plays hide and seek
It took a minute but just look where I be
I been going in and out i'll take a pic so you see
I been stressing on some shit that you may never see
They consider you pussy if some emotions leak
Myself I think that shits so crazy it's not what it seems
All that acting tuff is dead
It just shows them your weak

I ain't taking on a role I'm just being me
They switch for the ones around man I'd cut the link
Play your position play your part yeah that's all that I need
I ain't tryna take your mask just show me how you eat
I been looking in the mirror tryna find my peace

On my shoulders got a lot but there's no such thing
I'm just tryna move passed it it gets the best of me
Now I'm leaving it in gods hands, pray before I sleep
The angel to my right considers that I'm changing
A lot of fake activity that you won't see me entertaining
I don't even know what's next, Like why's the devil so obsessed?
I try to hear my angel, but I hear a threat
Can't get no good without some bad, man this shits complex

This some Real Life Shit, I ain't gone lie, I can't pretend
Yeah, I ain't gone lie, I can't pretend
I'm moving forward with this ain't no stopping till I win
What breaks you apart, is only gonna bring you closer
Gotta move forward with this shit, just keep your composure
They're gonna try to snake regardless, throw em in the shrubs
Mama, you already know, I live hella ruff

I almost thought I lost myself
But I think I just found him
You wouldn't understand my pain, it got deeper, no timing
Like am I ever gonna heal? I don't know, guess shit happens
I was tryna figure things man I guess i'm exhausted
Man I guess i'm exhausted
I was tryna get some pennie's never picking pockets
Really outside on a daily busy tryna solve it this shit is looking like a mystery just know I Got it