Текст песни BladeRunner - SadBoySantana

I done broke some hearts, and I don't wanna get back again
Shooting up the block with my homies then we back again
Sin before the Lord again, why you keep forgiving this
I don't wanna go again, had to put a lock on this

I was trapping in the 10th grade, Teyo will tell you all about it
I was off a perc in Math, told my boy I'm about to die
Landed on the floor, I cried-he was there before I tried
When I popped a molly and I said I'm feeling so alright

It's so hard to say I love you, because I don't know what it feel like
It's so hard to put my trust in you, because I don't know what you feel like
I could be about you, but you might want another guy
So I get down to the bottom of this bottle, that's how I feel right

Why we building all of this, ain't working out
Why my pain feeling like I'm going out
You can live your life, baby I'ma be outside

This what it gon' feel like, like I'm stuck in the past
I just wanna grow but nobody give me props for that
Handouts, I don't get that, so yeah I'm proud of that
Yeah I'm proud of that, yeah
I been in the mud, I been in the mud, yeah

I been lost, yeah I been abroad
I'm at the telly just counting my Ls
Pray to the Lord, I don't go back again
I pray to the sky, I'ma win it again

I pray to God and I let it go
I'm trusting in God, you know
'Cause who else gon' be there
When you rip my heart out in the cold

I wouldn't compensate for her sanity
So how you gon' compensate for his ego
You can tell that I'm hurt from my eyes
But I'm putting up a disguise

Fake smiles all around, like everything's okay
Off a perc, I'm thinking about us, I need some dusse for my heart

Yeah, I'm tryna do my part but baby we breaking apart
I been praying for you so hard, I feel a disconnect in my heart

Why we changed, can we go back to that
Why'd you say, that you don't want none of that
I wanna talk to my brother, I said I'm okay but not
You wanna lie a lot, and tell me that you all about it

My life so rowdy (my life so rowdy)
I feel surrounded, huh (I feel surrounded)