Текст песни Seraph - Savior Monroe

Sometimes the only way you can get it out, is through a song
It's my thoughts

All my memories are packed in a dream state
It's like a nightmare reality seems fake
How does it feel when all your faculties erased
And now I'm all alone, insanity breeds hate
Hate for the cancerous flesh
No matter how you eating, drinking or relaxing she was battling death
And the doctors they are acting like an amateur rep
Once they mentioned chemotherapy I panicked and left
We all gonna die but not that quickly in advance
Life hit me with a hand that is bigger than Japan
What I wouldn't give just to see my mother sing and dance
Again, I know the lord took away the pain too
And this life is just another war that's painful
Tortured and mangled aborted and strangled
I feel it, until I felt the force of an angel

How I feel about Doctors
And the Pharmaceutical Industry
Yo

Maniacal malignant mutilation
Menacing minutes in, miraculous mutations
Mighty mighty morbid malicious manifestations
Murderous melting my mathematical equations
That's how you sum up a cancer cell
Easiest way to answer hell with no romantic spell
Treating a mutation by feeding it radiation
It ain't dying, cause it is eating and elevating
Mysterious medication could easily medicate it
But we stuck without a cure that's even with Medicaid shit
How much money they get for every treatment
Making money offa the sick, dead and the grieving
Wishing every tumor wasn't spreading like a rumor
And it's nothing I could do for this shit, steadily eating
Saw my momma sick in the bed, barely was breathing
Until her soul left, instead heaven would greet them

I know she with me everyday
She the only one I can turn to
That's looking over me
That's my guardian angel

Even in her last days she was strong
So the only way that I could pray, wit a song
Brave through the plunder, it gave her the hunger
Only 59 could she age any longer
Wasn't in God's plan only in God's hands
Giving me the strength to power forward like Rodman
She traveled back to her home, better than proud land
And showed me true Parenthood, no Robert Townsend
So I hope she still smiling down
At all her beautiful children, never a problem child
Coulda swore I seen her face in the oddest cloud
The other day me and Xavier and Josh was out
Hoping everything I'm doing making momma proud
And the strength of your daughter Simone sparked a smile
Doing everything I can to be an artist now
Cus your presence is with me even in darkness now

I'm just asking for guidance
I understand it's something bigger
Something more powerful
I need that strength
Momma, I miss you