Текст песни 99 - Shae Ponzio

Life's been tough these days
I feel like I'm headed down the wrong path but
I don't wanna turn back
Hanging round like a painted picture
Too many thoughts when I'm off of the liquor
Tears they been shed cause of things that I said
Too many things in my life I regret
I gotta figure this one out myself
She gave me love but I didn't ask for help
Maybe it's better off I'm by myself
She gave me love but I offered her hell
I thought I had it all figured out
But my life feeding me feeding me feeding me doubt
So I'm running away ima keep to myself
I need time I need peace so get out my ear
I'm running blind got no headlights dear
Thought I'd find some love but its not my year
Gotta find my mind its been lost not here
Gotta find some time to reach peace huh
I got some thoughts that gon keep me from freedom
The pills in my brain tell me lies they deceiving
And lately I love em I don't know the reason
I take em I pop em I smoke till I die
Ritalin, codeine a mix that I like
Drugs be my life so I'm calling her wife
Every single night I'm getting high so I feel like I don't need no sleep

Lately I aim low
I need to shoot for the stars
Ran out of ammo
My bullets ain't reaching that far
I need to reload
I gotta hit up my guy
Hook up a deal for
All of the drugs that I like

Got everything in my system needed two pills that's mixed they keep me fiending
One bitch my dove for the summer season but I only call her on a rainy day
Said I love her but I know its fake
Said I'm falling back to older ways
Said I gotta find my golden days
I been calling out my mistakes
She told me she don't like my games
She said I'm impossible to change
She told me I been acting strange
I told her I don't act my age
I got my problems
I been dodging all them
I need to solve them
Run from my riddles
My mind in the middle
I'm fucked up a little I hope
I can figure out my mind give me a bit more time
When a lesson learned I'm gon teach it right
When a blessing burnt I'm gon ash it right
I'm gon pass it on to people in my life
I got some things I've been figuring out
Run from the pain but the bottle runs out
I gotta figure this out for myself
I gotta figure this out for myself

Lately I aim low
I need to shoot for the stars
Ran out of ammo
My bullets ain't reaching that far
I need to reload
I gotta hit up my guy
Hook up a deal for
All of the drugs that I like