Текст песни fade to black - shinigami

If you could just
Understand what's in my head
I'm lost forever, I've been mislead
I've lived, I've died and I have bled
For all the words I've left unsaid
Memories, they cloud my mind
All of the people I left behind
At least I can say that I tried
It's not my fault now let it die
If I left this place without a trace
No one could even recognize my face
Why do I feel like a fucking disgrace?
Lay me to rest and cover my grave
I cannot feel
I'm only good at hiding and I'm
Glad that you remind me of the
Things I left behind me
This bed
That I lay in
Only holds me back
And these walls just can't protect me
You're not the only one who left me
(All alone)
Why do I push away the
People who stood by me?
Things are different, now I'm better
At least that's what I like to tell myself
Take my word
I know it hurts
Forgive yourself
Let it go