Текст песни Dissociative Identity - Shius

A little bit like a mystery, the voices in my head
A little bit of my misery, she frowns as she says
The things I live by are not things that they would dare understand
The girl that guides me is a friend that I could never have planned

Dissociative, the doctor puts my feet on the ground
I've never hated, the system that had given me sound
When I was younger these delusions weren't always the same
Now that I have a name, I know that I won't ever be sane
And there were five of us, each one a facet of myself
No one that guided us, but we were standing by ourselves
I am not crazy, but acceptance won't just let me come clean
These personalities won't ever be apart from me

A little bit like a mystery, the voices in my head
A little bit of my misery, he nods as he says
The things I take for granted, I could not dare live without
The man that guides me is a friend that I could never doubt

Dissociative Identity, I was just a kid
With no strength to retaliate, I could not forgive
Abuse I don't remember, and the trauma that I do
Gave me strength through the voices that I could never subdue
Elizabeth, Cube, and my unconscious pursuit
Of a god that would love me, and a kid un-abused
Made remains of a memory, I dare not see through
In the time of a childhood that I could never undo

A little bit like a mystery, the voices in my head
A little bit of my misery, they smile as they said
I never doubted for a minute that you'd leave our side
The voice that guides me is a mask that I never could pry

But let me scream, all I wanted was to be by myself
When I cry, I don't hear my own voice saying these words
I had to lie, if I'm crazy I don't wanna be here
I cannot die, when the others try to keep me from fear

All my life
All my life
All my life, I
Tried to hear
Tried to do
What they wanted me to be
In my mind
In my mind
In my mind, I
Cannot be
Cannot do
What they wanted me to do

A little bit like a mystery, the voices in my head
A little bit of my misery, it screamed when I said
I want to be who I am, I want to live like they are
The voices echoed in my head that I won't be on my own

Dissociative Identity, I was just a kid
With no strength to retaliate, I could not forgive
Abuse I don't remember, and the trauma that I do
Gave me strength through the voices that I could never subdue
Elizabeth, Cube, and my unconscious pursuit
Of a god that would love me, and a kid un-abused
Made remains of a memory, I dare not see through
In the time of a childhood that I could never undo

Dissociative Identity, identity
Dissociative Identity, I was just a kid
Dissociative Identity, I could not forgive
Dissociative Identity, I was just a kid
With no strength to retaliate
Abuse I don't remember
A god that would love me
A god that would love me, love me, love me
Made remains of a memory, I dare not see through
In the time of a childhood that I could never undo