Текст и перевод песни Shoxrux - Ti

Ti

Ya nikogda ne ponimal tvoi strannie privichki
Nashe nedorozumenie, postoyannie stichki
Togda lil dojd, ya govoril vo ves golos kak arator kak vojd
Kogda ti lila slezi ne menshe chem dojd
Kogda ti ne hotela ponimat i ogovarivalas kak tolko eto bilo vozmojno
Konechno mojno, no bit s toboy odnim celim eto – ochen slojno
Da, mojet ya chto to ne doskazal, chto to ne dodaril
I chto to ne dodelal srochno, no eto ved ne povod dovodit vsyo do globalnogo sostoyaniya
Ti znaew ya ustal ot etogo postoyannogo protivostoyania, inogda ti zaslujivaesh strogogo nakazaniya
Kogda ti nadrivayas pitaeshsya sdelat menya vo vsem vinovatim
Kogda ti hochesh menya videt vsegda odnoobraznim
Kogda ti ne dumaya o tom chto ti riskuesh poteryat vsyo to chem ti tak tupo dorojish
I inogda drojish, ti znaesh chto ya tochno kogda nibud mogu skazat svoyo poslednoe slovo
Ya mogu prekratit eto tvoyo bezobrazie i nachat vsyo s prekrasnoy storoni snova
No tolko uje bez tebya, ti kak tyajelaya podkova
Ohota sbrosit tebya, zacherknut ili steret s pamyati i obnovit
Kak budto b tebya nikogda i ne bilo v moyey jizni,
Dorogaya ti dlya menya uje ne blizkiy chelovek
Ti prosto chujaya, daje ne mila kak ranshe eto bivalo
Ya chasto nablyudal eto, dorojil etim, cenil v tebe takie kachestvo
Mojet ti mne skajesh pochemu vsyo tak slojilos?
Ti menya teper postoyanno dovodish do beshenstvo
Mne uje s toboy ne horosho kak ranshe, elementarno, ochen ploho, ne spitsa, ya perestal britsa
Stal mnogo kurit, a esli daje udastsa zasnut, kakoy to bred prisnitsa
Vsyo peremeshalos, I bud to uje vsyo skoro zatmitsa…

You

I never understood your strange habits,
Our misunderstandings, constant quarrels.
Back when it rained, I spoke loud like a ploughman, like a leader,
While you shed tears, no less than the rain.
When you refused to understand and made excuses whenever possible,
Sure, it's possible, but being one with you is incredibly difficult.
Yes, maybe I haven't said something, haven't given enough,
And haven't finished something urgently, but that's not a reason to escalate everything to a global state.
You know I'm tired of this constant confrontation, sometimes you deserve strict punishment.
When you tear yourself apart trying to make me guilty of everything,
When you want me to always be the same,
When you don't think about the fact that you risk losing everything you so stupidly cherish,
And sometimes tremble, you know that I will definitely say my last word someday.
I can stop this outrage of yours and start everything from a beautiful side again,
But only without you, you're like a heavy horseshoe.
I want to throw you off, cross out or erase you from my memory and refresh,
As if you never existed in my life,
You, my dear, are no longer a close person to me,
You're just a stranger, not even sweet like you used to be.
I often observed this, cherished it, valued such qualities in you.
Maybe you can tell me why everything turned out this way?
You now constantly drive me to madness,
I no longer feel good with you like before, elementarily, very bad, not a wink of sleep, I stopped shaving,
Started smoking a lot, and even if I manage to fall asleep, some kind of delirium haunts me.
Everything is mixed up, and may it all soon fade away...