Текст песни Abuse - Snow Ghost

I lost my way
Trying to run away
Still hurting from the pain
With nothing left to gain

You were above me
Watching as I couldn't breathe
And I was powerless
Victim of all your sourness

Words were coming out
Hatred, without a doubt
And I was waiting for the moment when I'd be free
But I was so consumed with all this jealousy
Of all the people who had smiles upon their face
All the ones who never feared for your embrace
It's shattering
To fear such an abstract thought, but

I'm lighting the fuse
Cause I can't handle this abuse
Trapped beneath misuse
I couldn't take all of your abuse

What's stopping me from reaching the end?
The voice of a single friend
The only one who cares
To administer repairs

To someone who can't be fixed
Pain has me transfixed
And I fear I've
Lost myself
In the separation

The only thing I think know
Is everything is permanent
At least there's no more abuse