Текст песни Left Out - Strickland

So fucking sick of being left behind and this time it's hard for me, will someone tell me why, why I even try.
All I have, is what I am, and all I want, is your respect, and all I want, is to be treated like a friend.
Is that too much, to fucking ask?
When all I want, is your respect!
But you'll never grant me that, this knife has moved from my side to my back now.
Why was I left out?
What's the push?
Yeah where's the drive?
Something you saw in my eyes?
Something you think you saw in my eyes?
Did you see it?
You didn't like it, I'll never hide it, my willingness and my pride, it's my life and how I survive
Tell me why was I left out!