Текст песни Three Letters - Sxdszn

Everyday when I wake up facing the mirror
The thought that maybe you've up changed your ways will make you appear
Debate if maybe I'll never get over and live in fear
It's crazy how something ever so feint could chase me for years

And I know I gotta move on
Actually what I need
Is to fight back and attack every
Feeling that's filling me

The pain, the silence, the anger
Couldn't fit in a quote
So since I can never evade it
I'll wrap it up in a joke cause if

If I don't love you I can't love myself, yeah

My friends just say that I changed
Something I must deny
Cause everything feels the same
When I look em straight in the eye
But honestly I'm ashamed
That I could let this go on
I'm welling up with a rage
I couldnt change with a song

And I let out on the people that wanna see me succeed
Cause my brain is saying they're evil, it's part of this damn disease
So I write this letter to y'all, to say that it's what it seems
So when I dont wanna talk, just put this song on repeat cause if-

If I don't love you I can't love myself, yeah

Hours turn into days
The days will turn into years
And every night that I've aged
Is creating another tear

But I know I gotta keep going
I got the world to see
Can't let these people ignore it
Its too much depending on me
I can't just sit around faking smiles in the dark like
I ain't got shit and i can't just waste my adult life
I had to realize that I am still in the dog fight
Martyrdom is the reason I'm breathing leading a sharp life cause if