Текст песни To Be Honest - T.Rabb

When I went crazy no one loved me but my momma to be honest with ya
Was seeing demons chasing ghosts sleeping seldom to be honest with ya
When I went crazy no one loved me but my father to be honest with ya
Even if we're walking blind, it was no man left behind to be honest with ya

When I went crazy no one loved me but my momma to be honest with ya
With ya
Was seeing demons chasing ghosts sleeping seldom to be honest with ya
With ya
When I went crazy no one loved me but my father to be honest with ya
With ya
Even if we're walking blind, it was no man left behind to be honest with ya
With ya
Yeah

I tried to tell my story many ways
Was taught to posture strong and not reveal the pain
Was living foul but I couldn't change
Now even through the summer I can smell the rain
Sometimes you gotta find the strength within
Can't even depend on friends I couldn't pretend
But some realer than most. Some diving off the boat, and some keep it afloat
Those the ones I'm pulling in close
And I was dealing with some issues that I didn't even know, or understand
Don't leave me now, now take my hand
No way I win this battle alone, I need a plan
To make it back to my body, such an insidious experience I'm trapped in the lobby
Know I'm confusing you probably
But that's the best way to describe what I was feeling inside me

When I went crazy no one loved me but my momma to be honest with ya
Was seeing demons chasing ghosts sleeping seldom to be honest with ya
When I went crazy no one loved me but my father to be honest with ya
With ya
Even if we're walking blind, it was no man left behind to be honest with ya
With ya
Yeah

I remember like it was yesterday
Even through the madness I could hear you pray
In a language that would permeate
And I know till this day, it was your words that kept my spirit safe
Pacing door to door on hospital floors
Doctors signing papers to keep me for more
Face full of tears, can't cover my sores
It felt I was dying my faith was destroyed
Momma do you recognize me still
Tattoos on my face my psychosis made me ill
Manic losing weight, lost my hunger skipping meals
Even quit my job, cause in my mind I had a mil
Lost my crib, I was to sick too work
Lost my homies, cause I was tripping worse
Lost my music, thought my gifts were gone
Lost my mind, I paced the streets alone
This for everyone that held me down
I ain't forget just cause I'm better now
All who helped me put those days behind me
I know it's real cause you never remind me
This for those that have to walk in rain
That every single morning have to conquer pain
Strength isn't bearing the weight by yourself
Strength is admitting that you need the help