Текст песни Social Separation - Three A.M.

It seems I cant escape this isolation
I'm running out of time
Drowning in desperation
There's no silver lining
No way of consolation
Frustrated with myself
I'm losing my patience
Every time I open my own front Door
All I feel is anxious
I refuse to let myself down anymore
These 4 walls are all I talk to and Even they're bored
Reflecting on myself and my attitude That's piss poor
My entire life is nothing but a shit Storm
Telling you, dont get close to me, Now you've been warned
I've been known to ghost, why I do It, I'm not real sure
I've been a loner ever since the day I Was born
It's a tragedy ain't it?
You're sadly mistaken
Deep inside I'm hurting
But on the surface im complacent
I face this daily struggle to break this Isolation
Blankly staring in silence while filled With contemplation
I'm staring in the mirror and all that I see
Is the former shell of the man I once Use to be
A man who once had a passion and a List of dreams
Now when I'm sober it's impossible To breathe
It feels like I'm barely hanging on by A thread
I'm losing my grip as I'm suspended Over the edge
Your words wont make a difference I've heard them all be said
I'd rather spend my time alone in Isolation instead
I've always been a hermit who's Content inside his home
Part of me's depressed the other part Just wants to be left alone
Grew up an only child coming from A broken home
I've become accustomed to being on My own
I've grown to be so bitter after all I've Faced and
Swear I hate 99 percent of the Population
I'm stuck in a world full of bigots, Scum and hatred
You just turn the other cheek and Seem to be okay with it
Yall look at me like a glutton for Punishment
As if I've not endured enough of this World's torment
As if I wasn't bullied for being slighty Different
Yall dont even know Tom, all you See's a misfit
And you wonder why this is the path I've chosen
Why I've become so spiteful and my Heart is frozen
Why I'm so content spending my Time in isolation
Let me tell you the kind of shit that I've dealt with
"I'm staring in the mirror and all that I see
Is the former shell of the man I once Use to be
A man who once had a passion and a List of dreams
Now when I'm sober it's impossible To breathe
It feels like I'm barely hanging on by A thread
I'm losing my grip as I'm suspended Over the edge
Your words wont make a difference I've heard them all be said
I'd rather spend my time alone in Isolation instead
So my words to my bullies, I hope You see the scars
The nights I wish you knew my own Emotions tore me apart
The times I had visions wishing I Could total my car
And the times I use to take the razor To my fuckin arms
Now you're stuck at the bottom and I've come this far
Isn't it so strange?
Isn't it so bizarre?
That I used the mental pain
To make these monumental gains
Instead of dwelling on the past and Eriving myself insane
There were lots of times I thought to Turn to suicide
I wonder if that makes you feel any Kind of pride
Or how the fuck you even fall sleep At night
Knowing you could've caused Someone to take their life
But I'm done holding onto this Decade long strife
I can gladly say I hope my words eat You alive
And the things you did haunt you Every time you close your eyes
Maybe one day I'll lose this shell ive Built inside
I'm staring in the mirror and all that I see
Is the former shell of the man I once Use to be
A man who once had a passion and a List of dreams
Now when I'm sober it's impossible To breathe
It feels like I'm barely hanging on by A thread
I'm losing my grip as I'm suspended Over the edge
Your words wont make a difference I've heard them all be said
I'd rather spend my time alone in Isolation instead