Текст песни LIFE OF MINE - Tyse Nett

(Mmm-mmm)
They don't see this life of mine
They don't see this life of mine
(Aye) No one ever noticed me
And now I never go to sleep
All I did was woke a dream
Hopefully I'll end up being something
I wonder if the fam is gonna judge me for hearin' what I said
I don't need nobody's sorry
They wanted me to talk but
I don't feel like talking, I'm awkward
I never wanna party or meet you at a bar scene
Unless you pull the song up in your car seats
No one ever gets that
Caught me on a red light
Call me when it's bed time
Gotta get my head right
Popular with friends 'cause I'm writin' something new
To try ta prove to people I'll become the best guy
I believe that I will reach the same old dreams that kid in me had
Don't you feel it, kings and queens?
Imma need to breath 'cause- (aye)
They don't see this life of mine
Catch my vibe but don't waste my time
Tryna make you smile
Runaway this time 'cause
They don't see this
They don't see this life of mine
Catch my vibe but don't waste my time
Tryna make you smile
Runaway this time 'cause
They don't- They don't see this
Always felt abandoned
There's nobody to call
When I end up being stranded
They might've heard a song
But they'll never understand it
No one's gotta problem when they're taking you for granted
So Tyse you gotta man up
D-D-Damn
Look I know I got some people I should prolly put behind me
The brother who decided he didn't like me
And thought I was too childish
The girl I fell in love with
I want you in my life but the truth is that's a pipe dream
Yeah and if the passion inside just one day happened to die
Would you be happy if I just put the rapper aside
And left this baggage of mine?
You see this angel of pride when I'm feelin tangled with time
But I gotta castle to clime
I'm tryna, tryna believe in me
I've been thinking to deep with it
All the trauma the treatment brings
Done with bottling demons
They'll find my darkest of secrets
When it comes to rhyming
They'll start wondering lyrics
Gotta put the fire in the order of the-
One day I'll be gone
No amount of money ever got me what I want
No amount of songs ever showed me who I was
Told you I was done
If there's something that I've learned it's that none of it's enough
Break me down, Take that crown
Fake that smile and then make me proud
Space gets loud then the air thins out
When the sound waves drowned us
Need you now but
They don't see this life of mine
Catch my vibe but don't waste my time
Tryna make you smile
Runaway this time 'cause
They don't see this (They don't)
They don't see this life of mine
Catch my vibe but don't waste my time
Tryna make you smile
Runaway this time 'cause
They don't- They don't see this
Wonder why these people actin' strange when they see me
Hear my name buzzin'
Thinkin that I'm waitin' for some fame
To go rub it in your face
I've been doin this in grade school
Ain't nothin on me changed
I got pain I wanna play with
And people that relate to it
Sacrifice a paycheck
'Cause someone's gotta pay for it
I've been feeling fake
Way before, I took a stage
And the door, run a way
Give you more, when it rains
Then it pours, when it rains then it
I just totally overthink
They don't notice the broken wings
I got so much emotion
It's getting hard to be vulnerable
Take a look at the moment
Instead of tryna control it
I got some weight on my shoulders
And I'm the only one holding it
I got monsters hanging on my thoughts
I don't want this
I had to be the rapper
Hoping none of it would haunt me
I took a break from everything to try to find the darkness
And stab it in the heart with Excalibur, I'm Arthur
I seem great, But I feel fake
Wanna real face, Gotta peace make
Thought I'd betray
What I keep sayin', Imma keep sake
Gotta deep way of runnin' replays
I don't feel safe (Yeah)
I impact all these people
And feel like no one's around
I chose the rap over freedom
But no I'll never be proud
I got a soul full of demons
I know I gotta clean out
I may have opened a door
But stay the fuck out my house
I'm like-
They don't see this life of mine
Catch my vibe but don't waste my time
Tryna make you smile
Runaway this time 'cause
They don't see this (Aye)
They don't see this life of mine
Catch my vibe but don't waste my time
Tryna make you smile
Runaway this time 'cause
They don't- They don't see this
They don't see this
They don't see this
(They don't see this)