Текст песни Nefertiti's Life - Tywan Bell

Once upon a time in the life of Nefertiti
Who is now single and just left a relationship
But this story isn't skin deep and seen wit' the naked eye
'Cause she was fine on the outside, but was broken on the inside
Now she sippin' on a bottle
While she waiting in the lobby about to head inside the party wit' her friends
'Cause she just really want somebody to love her more than her body
As her mind is getting cloudy

So now they gone inside the party
And they was sippin' on Bacardi
But she really wanna go home
Yet the party just started

So now they gone inside the party
And they was sippin' on Bacardi
But she really wanna go home
Yet the party just started

Now she love to get naughty
But she a Queen and a Barbie
But she keep fucking with those fuck boys
'Cause she is not a normal shawty

She has views, but get side tracked by this cycle called, "Relapse"
That make her switch directions and double back to square 1
Even when she wants the truth, it hard for her to face the facts
Now she asking questions on what she lack

All she need is self-meditation
But instead she chose the bottle to cover up and play the part to suppress the pain
A coping mechanism that can be destructive in the end
So damaging to her consciousness

But now the party is sold out
Her friends wanna stay, she wanna roll out
What goes up, always come down
In a bad storm, she still shine
For the come down she drink wine
To recuperate through the hard times
As she free her soul, open up her mind

Now that's real, she had a na, but it wasn't real
So now she closed and so concealed
So don't come close, 'Cause you can't fix it
She want a man with a bigger vision
She has standards and still pretending as

They was gone inside the party
And they was sippin' on Bacardi
But she really wanna go home
Yet the party just started

'Cause they was gone inside the party
And they was sippin' on Bacardi
But she really wanna go home
Yet the party just started

So now the party still progressing and she haven't left yet
But she putting on a front that she having a great time
But deep inside she's been broken from a man with the intentions
To hit and quit like a one night stand
But she don't understand
Because he said that loved her just to get her in the bed
This is the Deadly repercussions when you playing wit' a woman's heart

But she made it to a conclusion
It's not a overnight fix, but she know she can do it
So she left the party, than she texted her friends
Saying, "I'm headed home, so y'all be safe
I wish that I could stay, but I need to clear my mind"
Now she driving and it's hard for her to stop crying
Yet she know she gotta find closure

But she knows it's gonna take some self reflection
And learning from her past wit' a plan of never looking back
Plus knowing the value of her time
Fast Forward, 1 year she found Crown
'Cause she's a Queen inside and out
As she still work on herself til her king comes around
But until then, she took the vow to always have her crown