Metanoia

This pain is sharp
It always knives in the dark
But I will suffer through
For my Metanoia
Yeah

A moment kept in time
Until it's fucking not
Eyes open until dawn
Why can't I stop?

I hate the thought of falling asleep
Because my dreams bring misery
Misery

A moment kept in time until it's not
This pain is sharp
It's always knives in the dark
Metanoia
Suffer through

The end of it all is not today
Just another night spent searching for it all
Fuck it

This pain is sharp
It's always knives in the dark
But I will suffer through for my metanoia
(Suffer through)
(l'Il suffer through)

I know what it's like to be forgotten
Cause life's a bitch at the fucking bottom
Waking sick
Nothing new
What's left to say?
What can I do?