Flight Path

I'm inching out of place
The sun becomes my crux
The streets reflects the heat
You could fry eggs on my forehead
I want to find heaven
A place so thin that
No candle can breathe
I've got pure water left to bleed

So, here i find myself again
The sky is so rich
So many colours,
So many dreams,
So many clouds,
Interspersed with a truly deep and vast blue
That shows the cracks,
Where heaven splits at the seems
It's as if every cloud is chasing the next
Closing the gaps,
Trying its very best to keep any sun from reaching me
I felt a person's warmth yesterday, and she looked like you
She was missing your hair, and the shapes in her eyes
But she looked like you
It was on a flight between a place close to your home and mine
That I managed to pierce the clouds
Cut through to the blue above the grey,
But alas,
There was no heaven up there
Only her,
Asleep up against my shoulder,
And she looked like you
She-
She looked like you
I promise
She looked like you

You are still
Glistening
You're still listening
You're not walking away from me
Cordially
Your words just
Disagree
You're still listening
...
I need to be somewhere that you can't be
I need to be someone that I can't be
I need to see more than you and me
I need to breathe and breathe and be happy
I need to be someone that you can't be
I need to bleed and bleed and be happy
I teeth I beg I plead I'm not landing
I see that I'm not understanding
I see the flight paths that we left here
I need to feel the weight start to disappear
...
Flight paths meet
Only to
Separate and then
Never feel home
The sky hates us

So here we are, knee deep in mulch
A nest that we built in bulk
I promised that she looked like you, she-
Didn't only look like you, I-
Shed a tear, and I-
Share my warmth, and I-
Pull, pull, pull
Stretched conversation so thin
Only because I really didn't want it to end
I held "you"
...
The face I bear has become too shy
My angel hath fallen apart
So here's where I
Stick my foot in the door
I can't stand to see
You leave me once more