Текст песни IX Lives (feat. Lukexi) - aRaY

Many a time that I wish that I got taken
Then I even tried being best mates with satan
Got my boundaries though no alky no bacon
Gotta prove that it's not a fucking mistake then
Fingers being pointed by all these pagans
They flop me and act like I betrayed em
Cut you off but you could've even stayed then
Don't need you my head's already a mayhem
Miserable fucks and their attitudes stink
But these waters don't even let me sink
I ain't even yet confided in a drink
Is there a point cos I'm feeling on the brink
Maybe I should stay up in these rivers
Walked too many miles nothing but fucking blisters

I got two knives
I got nine lives
She been on my mind at midnight
And I don't wanna girl I don't need lies
Yeah I'm getting higher up like a pay rise

I got two knives
I got nine lives
She been on my mind at midnight
And I don't wanna girl I don't need lies
Yeah I'm getting higher up like a pay rise

Been through the rain the thunder and lightning
Looking pale by the day skin keeps whitening
Tell em I'm ok it's obvious that I'm lying
I feel I'm drowning in this river slowly dying
They don't understand they think that I be flying
But I keep on trying scratching and coal mining
Tryna squeeze this coal into a fucking diamond
All I know it don't help me to be whining
Bounced back now from fucking up my health
Don't care now imma think about myself
All that's on my mind is only my wealth
I rose and I fell just dropped like stealth
They ask if I'm ok but never ever help
Saying ain't the same as concern that's felt
Shit don't change if I sit and I dwell
Got denied my fast lane trip to hell
Asked for death but it never came about
God said you gotta stay in this bout
If they don't listen then motherfucker shout
I am the man there should never be doubt
Now that I have had time to reflect
Is this holy water gonna have effect
Not fully but that's something I accept
Not supposed to swim I'm the river they expect

I got two knives
I got nine lives
She been on my mind at midnight
And I don't wanna girl I don't need lies
Yeah I'm getting higher up like a pay rise

I got two knives
I got nine lives
She been on my mind at midnight
And I don't wanna girl I don't need lies
Yeah I'm getting higher up like a pay rise