Текст песни Awake - craw

My last year was some shit it's like I know that I was lost
Like I'm still here I don't miss I guess i know what it can cost
And if it's not clear then what is I catch a flow like Randy Moss
The end is near but this is why I feel so slow I wear a cross

Ain't nobody give a fuck when I said that I grew
I said that none of you had gave me love when I was feeling blue
I meant that all of you would give me up I wish it wasn't true
And I would hate for you to care about the stupid shit I do

And I would hate the earth without fulfilling my damn purpose
How I tend to go to church every damn time I'm feeling nervous
Like I think that I'm the worst I think my mind is like a circus
And I'm hoping that it works when I repair without no service

I've said all that stuff before I tend to go repeat my actions
Shit I hate to bluff the score I post my shit without no captions
Like I've had enough ignore the way I split up like a fraction
And I hate that I want more I see myself as a distraction

I ain't got no one to talk to when it comes down to the issue
All the pill shit i get onto hate how I was grab a tissue
I just need to move along it's been so long it's like I miss you
I can put in a song I know it's wrong the curse I wish you

I'm tweaking when I'm in the club
I'm in the back I'm doing drugs
I think I had enough of love
No evidence I wear a glove

Like this is not what I deserve
I get so high I'm with the birds
How I can change my life with words
We're not alone I lead the herd

My family isn't doing well I wish that I could save them
How I got a fantasy in hell I don't think I can blame them
For the reason I'm not doing well I think that I'm the stem
Of all my problems that I deal with like you know I can't condemn

I get paranoid what can I say I go and close the curtain
Try to fill the void to see the other side it isn't working
Tend to go avoid the things that always make me feel uncertain
I can't feel the joy the way I like to think that i'm a burden

All the bullshit that i go through when I'm searching for my faith
That's something I put up in tape I got some demons left to face
No rest in me yeah that's the case the best of me will win the race
The stress in me will pin a trace on something that I tend to chase

I think that I could crash a plane
I see myself as one to blame
I know I'm not right in the brain
I disappear like David Blaine

Like I'm a man no I can't plan it
Drifting on a different planet
Run off like a fucking bandit
Too much shit I take for granted

I tend to the let things I can't control ruin my night
Bitch I'm 20 and I wrote a will I know I'll see the light
Think it's funny that I tried to kill myself I love my life
And now I'm running from this shit i hope that I can live it twice

It's like the doctors don't know what to do they said that I'm a goner
I'll come back alone rehearsing make you think I'm getting calmer
Oh I tear myself to shreds like every day I'm feeling smaller
Like I'm checking out the spreads oh you can place it on the altar