Текст песни Freefall - filthynate

Right place wrong time
Lost again
And it's so like me to fall
For a narcissist
Maybe I like hurt like pain
Masochist
Maybe I like her, like me
Doubt that shit
And I've tried
But I don't like
What they want me to like
And they don't love me
Just want me tonight
Under the covers we spend
Most our time
While they lie

I thought you wanted love
Wanted love
So tell me what you runnin from
Runnin from
You took my trust and fucked it up
Fucked it up
You know you got my heart in your hands
With the blood still pumpin
I thought I wanted love
Wanted love
I guess that I ain't want enough
Want enough
You'd think that I would toughen up
Toughen up
But it's hard with my heart in your hands
With the blood still pumpin

Guess I'm good for a moment
Never good for forever
Trying hard as I can has been
A hopeless endeavor
I'm cryin at the thought that things
Might never get better
But I cry at everything
So please don't mind me
Or remind me I've been
Lyin I think
When I pretend
I got a chance at
Bringin somebody peace
I'm just a fuckin wreckin ball
I leave it all in the sheets
Then they leave

I thought you wanted love
Wanted love
So tell me what you runnin from
Runnin from
You took my trust and fucked it up
Fucked it up
You know you got my heart in your hands
With the blood still pumpin
I thought I wanted love
Wanted love
I guess that I ain't want enough
Want enough
You'd think that I would toughen up
Toughen up
But it's hard with my heart in your hands
With the blood still pumpin

I always jump jump jump jump
Jump to conclusions
I fall in love love love love
It all ends in ruin
I'm feelin dumb dumb dumb dumb
Watchin you choose him
Am I enough 'nuff nuff nuff
What am I doin
I always jump jump jump jump
Jump to conclusions
I fall in love love love love
It all ends in ruin
I'm feelin dumb dumb dumb dumb
Watchin you choose him
Am I enough 'nuff nuff nuff
What am I doin
It goes

All I ever hear is move on
Put that shit in a few songs
Okay more than a few songs
Not my fault that I do wrong
Feelings I felt 'em way too strong
Seein you now got me too gone
Why the fuck can't I just move on
Stuck in the mud for way too long
When I see your face now
I'm reminded of days when
You and I thought we had
Somethin worth savin
Joke is on me
I was someone to lay with
Your heart found its home
In another replacement
And I just can't face you
I can't erase you
I cannot chase you
I cannot hate you
I do not blame you
I need a breakthrough
Help me escape you
Cuz you fucked me up
I mean I say that, really I'm the one who's dumb
Since day one you told me
What the fuck you want
And I ignored that warning
Then I jumped the gun
Think the man in the mirror is the one I want
The one that says that he wants love
Once it's done
He builds another fuckin wall
Then he runs and runs
It seems the ones that want me
Aren't the ones I want

I thought you wanted love
Wanted love
So tell me what you runnin from
Runnin from
You took my trust and fucked it up
Fucked it up
You know you got my heart in your hands
With the blood still pumpin
I thought I wanted love
Wanted love
I guess that I ain't want enough
Want enough
You'd think that I would toughen up
Toughen up
But it's hard with my heart in your hands
With the blood still pumpin

I always jump jump jump jump
Jump to conclusions
I fall in love love love love
It all ends in ruin
I'm feelin dumb dumb dumb dumb
Watchin you choose him
Am I enough 'nuff nuff nuff
What am I doin
I always jump jump jump jump
Jump to conclusions
I fall in love love love love
It all ends in ruin
I'm feelin dumb dumb dumb dumb
Watchin you choose him
Am I enough 'nuff nuff nuff
What am I doin
It goes

There's no room for feelings at the disco
Grab somebody
Let's dance