Текст песни Over Now - filthynate

It's over now
Over how
Like you don't think of me
Or speak to me
And I tried hard to be myself
When I'd much rather be anyone else
I guess it's over now
Over how
No you don't think of me
Or speak to me
And I tried hard to love myself
When I'd much rather love anyone else

Now I'm back where I always was
In the dumps thinkin about how dumb I was
To trust someone else with the love I want
I mean you touched it, teased it
Fucked it up
I got a bunch of dreams that I want too much
Guess the problem is I keep waking up
I can't say with a straight face
I hate us
But goddamn does it suck to relive it, huh?
Got two hearts
Don't use either
How you say you want love
Because
I really don't believe ya
Now you got me, finders keepers
I'm a lost boy, nice to meet ya
You gon' leave me when I need ya
Shit, that's probably alright
Imma keep dancin until I feel fine

It's over now
Over how
Like you don't think of me
Or speak to me
And I tried hard to be myself
When I'd much rather be anyone else
I guess it's over now
Over how
No you don't think of me
Or speak to me
And I tried hard to love myself
When I'd much rather love anyone else

I search for love in someone else
It's not my fault
It's not my fault
I search for me in someone else
It's not my fault
It's not my fault
When I'm so close to falling down
It's not my fault
It's not my fault
I'll keep dancing by myself
Oh it's all my fault
It's all my fault

What do I say to you
When it's so hard to see you
I miss it, the parts where things
Had gone better
The parts I woulda done different
The shit I see in my rearview
The life that I would have lived if
We didn't meet at the time we did
If the place had been different
Can you really change fate?
Guess not
Can you really change Nate?
Guess not
Move on
I can't not be nice to her, I'm sorry
There's a place in my heart for the bitch
With the scars and the tape
That's around it I guess
I'm a homeless romantic
From now 'til the end
Uh

It's over now
Over how
Like you don't think of me
Or speak to me
And I tried hard to be myself
When I'd much rather be anyone else
I guess it's over now
Over how
No you don't think of me
Or speak to me
And I tried hard to love myself
When I'd much rather love anyone else

Loving yourself is hard
But you have to try
If you put your all into someone else
And they leave?
Freefall