Текст песни Alcoholics Apologist - filthynate

Waited 21 years to drink
And I ain't stopped since
Think that I got addicted
To all the nonsense
I don't like all the things
That I see in my head
Really got a fight to pick
With my conscience
I see you when I close both my eyelids
Can't keep runnin I'm too high on mileage
Started slippin away, I can't hide it
If it's too much for you then goodbye then

If you've had too much
I don't blame you
I just like bein drunk
I'm myself
When I'm numb
Downin bottle after bottle
When it's empty
I just grab another one
What you want
Have some fun

Alcoholics apologist checkin in
Hi my name is Nate guess I'm back again
I don't plan on changin shit
I just thought I'd warn you before the end I said
Alcoholics apologist checkin in
Hi my name is Nate guess I'm back again
I don't plan on changin shit
I just thought I'd warn you before the end

Think that it runs all up in my genes
In my family tree
We're all addicted to smokin weed
Sippin anythin
That might help us find some relief
But I can't believe
That this shit could happen to me
I need a remedy
Bottles I keep on countin
A couple more than I'm downin
Like Kendrick said, think I'm drownin
The pool is too deep to stand in
I haven't been myself in a minute
But I think that's the point
Walk through the void
But it's killin me
I became the enemy
Lost my best friend in the end
Turned to villainy
I can't be a friend to me
I can't keep pretending things
Are ever gonna change, only worsen
Don't depend on me
I depend on anything
That helps me to forget who I'm meant to be
The good guy's a lie I'm tryna drown him with this hennessy
Vodka soda, rum and cola
Loss of morals, dumb persona
It's all a portal, once I'm sober
I'll miss you all
Then I'll start all over

If you've had too much
I don't blame you
I just like bein drunk
I'm myself
When I'm numb
Downin bottle after bottle
When it's empty
I just grab another one
What you want
Have some fun

Alcoholics apologist checkin in
Hi my name is Nate guess I'm back again
I don't plan on changin shit
I just thought I'd warn you before the end I said
Alcoholics apologist checkin in
Hi my name is Nate guess I'm back again
I don't plan on changin shit
I just thought I'd warn you before the end

Drink drink drink drink drink
Fuck you mean you gonna stop
Fuck you mean you gonna stop
Gonna stop
Drink drink drink drink drink
Fuck you mean you gonna stop
Fuck you mean you gonna stop
Gonna stop

I can't take one more sip I'm done
I gave you everything you want
I can't take one more sip I'm done
It's just a show that I put on