Текст песни Control Freak - Demo - googly eyes

I'm so good at hiding sadness like a secret
Shit, they see it, how'd you notice?
Don't ask me if I'm okay
I'm not sure if anybody gives a shit about it anyways
'Til they tell me, "Just sit down, be quiet"
How do I reconcile that?

And if no one's listening, maybe that's fine
I can finally say things nobody likes
Like, "Sorry I bring in such a bad vibe, I wish I was different"
But the grass is greener wherever it grows
And I'm sick of all those storybook tropes
Search the field for pieces I broke
I wish I was different

Different, different, different
Different, different, different
I-I-I'm such a big fan, I really like me
I kinda wish that you could like me
Like I like me when I don't hate me
'Cause when I like me, I really do

I'm a control freak, it's really dicey, let me explain that
Wish you could see me exactly how I wanted you to

I'm a control freak (that would be easier, I wish you could see me, I'm a-)
I'm a control freak (I wish, I wish I was different)
(That would be easier for me, that would be easy)
I'm a control freak