Текст песни Past Life - hammy

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From the bottom of my cold heart
From the bottom of my cold heart

From the bottom of my cold heart, you know I loved you
Put you in my past life, that′s what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night, fucking freezing
Oh my god, I'm so high, think I′m peaking

I'm going the distance, just gotta stay consistent
They would never listen, but now they treat me different
It's because I′m glo′d up, gave it all my focus
You gotta work your hardest, if you want people to notice

No days off, I'm never sleeping
Writing songs in my head, while I′m dreaming
All my life I'm stuck searching for a meaning
Wish I gave a fuck, I can′t find a reason

I can't find a reason, bitch I′m smoking trees
And, I'm so clueless, does she love me? Or she leaving
Oh that's perfect, that′s exactly what I needed
A broken heart, my soul is dark, I feel defeated

(A broken heart, my soul is dark, I feel defeated)
(A broken heart, my soul is dark, I feel defeated)
(A broken heart, my soul is dark, I feel defeated)
(A broken heart, my soul is dark, I feel defeated)

A broken heart, I′m rolling hard
In the night, and I'm looking at the stars
Took my life, and she ripped it all apart
I put it back, but you can see the scars

You can see the scars, all the pain inside my eyes
I′m just another kid, that's tortured by his mind
Thought of getting out, like a 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe, but I just say I′m fine

I just say I'm fine
Anxiety inside, makes it hard to sleep at night
Smoking get me right, gets me out head
You talking shit to me, but I′m in your bitches bed
In between her legs

I be going stupid, I'm ruthless
Go behind my back, I'll leave you toothless
Leave you looking useless, like bro what are you doing?
Your whole life a lie, say you winning but you losing

From the bottom of my cold heart, you know I loved you
Put you in my past life, that′s what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night, fucking freezing
Oh my god, I′m so high, think I'm peaking