Текст песни 5 nights and 5 days - handkerchief code

Everyday
Feels the same
Get up
Eat shit
Write about my problems
Talk to the nurse
Watch the doctor smirk
Someone might come and visit
Sometimes not
I've yet to identify a trigger
Why I'm here?
There's so much that I think about
High school quarterbacks
My ex
My group of fake ass friends
No one got me
So maybe this was necessary
Because I'm not dead yet
And I don't think I'm strong enough
To hurt myself or anyone I know
More than I already have
And I'm a little bit fucked up
Broken down from all the pressures
From everything circling me
It's been a long time since I smiled
Genuinely
Some of the other patients make me feel sane
Like I might actually be okay
We can't compare scars though
So I don't know
How bad I have it
That's probably a good thing
But when I leave
I hope
I don't end up in the same place
Suicidal and manic
I will remember this shitshow forever