Текст песни zyrtec - Lando Senju

I see a phantom in the mirror
I see my future shift and smear
Take a look inside beneath the shield
Watch your intentions get revealed
Cigarette smoke, wash it down with beer
So sick of shedding fucking tears
My passion shift and disappear
Gotta get the fuck away from here

Am I really so bad?
All these people, places, faces pass
I'm a nomad
I wonder what's the line between me and my fears
I'd be better off anywhere but here
More alone than I've ever been
Baby, I thought you was heaven sent
Nowadays, you're just irrelevant
Got me second guessing my intelligence
Thought you loved but you were never in
Thoughts I swallowed hollow as a skeleton
Rock bottom my new settlement
So I'll pop a bottle as I settle in

I've been popping ollies in a parking lot
Been feeling gone and lost for a minute
No security voluntarily
You can stay or leave it's your decision
Pockets starving, irresponsibly spending
Know you want me bad, just stop the pretending
Lord, I'm a demon, my god, I'm a menace
I cannot stand how you lie, it's impressive
Can't blame you on the other hand
If it just don't work, find another plan
And I hope you're happy with another man
While I'll be stacking, stacking up another band
Last time I was in a jam, I really cared too much, almost let it blam
Nowadays I just don't give a damn
Safe to say that I ain't tripping, man
I got shit to prove and I got tricks to land
Last week I met a couple fans
Pretty cool to be that nigga Lan
I be walking round with torn up flame print Vans
Made it here because I took a chance
Shit they'd never do, and shit they fucking can't
Catch up to me? Nigga, I'll be damned
Before I let an average nigga touch my stance

(Gave up a long time ago, can't do this shit so I gotta go)
So I've been–
Aye, aye
My god, they
All fall like dominoes
In this sweater weather, hotter than Galapagos
In the middle of some shit, so I gotta go
Lil bitch, I gotta go
Let's go

Am I really so bad?
All these people, places, faces pass
I'm a nomad
I wonder what's the line between me and my fears
I'd be better off anywhere but here

I might not have a heart of gold
I might not have my peace of mind
I might not really have a goal
I hope that there's no end in sight
Sometimes I argue with my soul
I might not live a perfect life
When I'm in pain is when I grow
I don't think I need future sight