Текст песни Desire to Dissolve - prettysureimdead

All white stuff that covers the scale
While I inhale
I'm losing friends to that shit
Faces turn pale
Some set their sails
They all moved on without me
Where did we fail?
I fall apart with every minute
Gone too far from the trail
I must move on
Long as I can go
As long as I can take it
Body slow corroding from the dope
I use to cope
Things change and they'll never be the same
The second you wrote me "goodbye"
I got you blocked to hide the pain
I must move on
Even thought I wanna be nowhere
Don't wanna feel anything
Not a single feeling
Ain't coming down
I'm never sober
Never over anything that's laying in the past
Can't get over the thought that nothing good in this world ever lasts
We could have just stayed some strangers
If my feelings get control over me
For me you are nothing but danger
Leave me the fuck alone you inconsistent time wasting fakers
These feelings are nothing but real
If you cross my line again you gonna meet your maker
This ain't the earth
This place is hell
Black paint covering the nails
Dwell in the darkness
Ain't no help
Hide my face
Feeling overwhelmed the second I be with myself
So I gotta get numb
Bad decisions that I make
Gotta run from my problems
Take the gun

But I must let go
I must let go from all the past
Let go from all the haunting memories
But the PTSD lasts
This life is testing me
Losing sleep, so tired
Shitting on my destiny
Already bury me six feet beneath
For some aid these wounds feel way too deep
But I most move on as long as I can go
As long as I can stand the pain even if I have to numb myself
I'm going through the storm
I'm going through the rain
I'm going insane
Feel like I'm slowly rotting away
Every single second that I still breathe
Is a second that I decay