Текст песни wasted - [pseudonym]

I am rotting, wasting, wasted, aching, broken, ugly, mind is racing
But somehow it always seems I'm staying in once place
It's been a time of trying to convince myself that I'm okay
Drove all the way to VA
Lived like I did where when it was my stay
I did days where I just
Stayed in my bed
Stayed in my own head
Stayed way overfed
Stayed maybe wishing I was dead
I was dead
I don't write anything anymore
I keep it locked up inside of my eyes
Time is moving
But I'm not
I've been losing it
Please don't forget me
I tried