Текст песни Crystal Clear - sebastn

Articulate my feelings
I tend to make love songs
Tell myself I'm healing
When I know somethin's wrong
Hide away from the truth
Try to act brand new
Hard to grasp on a life without you
But if I'm bein' honest, I've never felt so alive
If I'm bein' honest, can't say you've crossed my mind
Never thought that I'd get to where I'm not consumed by you

I told you to hold me down
You told me you got my back
At first I liked how it sounded
But I knew it would never last, no

Ooh, needed Clarity to remind myself that
Ooh, it ain't fair to me to put up with all that
Ooh, I was blind, but now everything crystal clear
Ooh, in Delirium for like thirteen months and
Ooh, I done realized that I had enough and
Ooh, now it's time to leave, and my mind is crystal clear
Yeah, yeah

Two years of my life I couldn't get back, even if I wanted to
Two years of my life I spent in doubt if we would make it
Two months in I noticed there's some shit I shouldn't say to you
Now I'm doin' good, I'm with whatever, I don't got shit to lose
There's nothin' goin on
Don't ask how I'm feeling, cuz there's nothin' goin on
Focused on my dreams, I'm doin' shows, I'm puttin' on
Everybody round me, by my side, say I'm movin' up the ranks
You'd think that someone close to you would show support
They'd tell you anything you wanted you could have it
But I don't go in there no more, I closed the door
The sagas over

Ooh, needed Clarity to remind myself that
Ooh, it ain't fair to me to put up with all that
Ooh, I was blind, but now everything crystal clear
Ooh, in Delirium for like thirteen months and
Ooh, I done realized that I had enough and
Ooh, now it's time to leave, and my mind is crystal clear
Yeah, yeah

(I had to leave her, I had no choice
What she wanted from me, what she needed from me
I had all of it to offer
But instead of her, loving the person that I was
She was in love with who she wanted me to be
And I'm not gonna change myself
For nobody)